i loved you :)

you wont know how much i hate you now,
i dont want to talk to you anymore,
and i dont ever want to see you anymore.

thats how much i hate you now.

FUCKKK!!!!!!

omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANOTHER 23 MORE DAYS TO SPM!!

FUCKIN SHIT!!!

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!

Broken Hearted Girl ( nice song ) xD

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you couldve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo...No
No broken-hearted girl
Im no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now Ive always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say youve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel youre not deserving me
And still youre in my heart
But youre the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I dont complain
Cause Ive been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I dont hate you
Im happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl...NoNo
No broken-hearted girl

Now Im at a place I thought Id never beOooo
Im living in a world thats all about you and meyeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I dont wanna be without my baby
I dont wanna a broken heart
Dont want to take a breath with out my baby
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I dont want a broken heart
I dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl Nono
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

seventeenth bday's pictures,

manda, those in my phone, i'll upload it next time. im freakin lazy LOL
<3 loves!

time is passing really fast!

37 more days to SPM!!

oh my god, i feel like dying.
somebody help me!
if only i can built a time-machine

move on!!

got back from the hospital, to rest at home for one night,
i havent been sleeping for this two days, taking care of my mummy :)
she fine now :D

wow!! once i got back.. GOSSIP, more n more coming up!!!
but not gonna post it up what is it about.
im not " Gossip Girl " u see LOL
i would love to be one. cause mine are all juicy!!
i've got gossips from 2 schools. and outside school
HAHAHAHAHA

ok thats not my point, what i'm trying to say is

SOME PEOPLE,
really should get a life. lol!!
puhless!!! havent u heard, to me, ure a toy!!!
come on!! im 17 ( just turned 17 actually )
im just starting to have fun!!
unlike you, wanna-be-bitches and wanna-be-jerks
i dont even think you people have lifes. HAHA
all you do is, i dont know? stuck up to someone, thinking you can TAKE REVENGE
LMFAO

i've got better things to take care of.
im just going all around your story, just to make my blog more....
interesting ? maybe?
hahahahahahaha. i mean, i dont wanna write about my daily life right?
hahaha thats so lame!!
so yeah, u're OUR topic!

:)

gtg! back to gleneagles!!
LOVES!

<3

go mommy !! go mommy !! go mommy!!
lol

<3
all the best for tomorrow mom.

i love you

and i will be there for you

: )

game on :)

you dont have your own best friend. take mine away?
HAHA!!
get ure own life!
i really thought we can make things up.
but wow!!!!

u f**cked it up ureself
:)

u gave me attitude when im TRYING to talk

so yeah.

happy birthday me!

thanks everyone for all the presents and wishes.
all you've did, made me happy.
but today just isn't my day.

i went to school with a feeling of anxiousness and love but only to be broken down.
i cant really explain to all of you what really happened but the truth is, love hurts.
im sorry if i ruined it for anyone and some of you had to bear it with me.

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but its not so bad after all !!
=D
i wanna thank Syanas, Jiayin, Amanda and Daniel

you guys were there for me the WHOLE time.
i love you all

pictures will be posted up tomorrow.
sorry!!! i had TOO much fun till i forgot its my history test tomorrow
HAHA

<3


love !!! love!!!! love!!!! u all so much
HAHAHAHAHA

BITCH!!!!!!!

wow!! i have been friends with you for a very long time
but we were not close, but still. HEY! same school for 6 years? i know you better enough to know that you're REALLY DIFFERENT NOW

okay here goes, u wanna be a bitch? i can be a bigger bitch. and MEAN.
LIKE YOU :)
ure a christian, u go to church right? so much for church? BALLS!
u curse, being mean, WOW
all that when ure JESUS can see u??
HAH!

listen up M, the both of u.
in case you havent heard.
dont mess with me, or any of my friends.
or u get yourself into a big trouble :)
not now, but u know, time will come.

WOW!
u can write my friends name
SO BIG!!
why cant u put ure big fat ass face on ure blog?!
but some hot ass guy's picture
WEYH!! give tht guy some space la!
if he sees his face on ure blog?
oh god! dont wanna talk abt it.
u shud knw HAHAHAHA

hey M, look at ure face at ure mirror in ure toilet
make sure its in your toilet k? u dont want some people visiting your room or your house, asking why is the mirror broken :)
LMFAO
u know? u might get pissed at ure face and throw something at the mirror?

oh god, i just polluted my own blog, not with my post or pictures or anything?
but ure SINS hahahahaha

just so u know
i AM, WAS, and WILL ALWAYS BE a bitch :)


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for my dear friends in case you dont know wht the hell am i talking about? this post is all about what happened between amanda and this girl

this girl's dear brother was fighting for curtains in the freakin bus, with a lil girl.
some form 2 guys told her bro not to disturb that little kid and kind of shove his hands away.

GUESS WHAT!!??!!

the next day, tht boy's mum came to the school and said the two form 2 guys HIT him till his hand got BRUISES!
WOW!
i myself dnt believe it. hey! who would be so stupid to believe tht by shoving ure hand off, it'll get bruises?
PATHETIC SHIT!!


WOI
grow up la!!

xoxo
<3

imboredashell!

love u babe! happy bday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYANAS YASMEN RADZALI!
I love u babe!!!!


this is her, and her dear boyfriend Imran :)

i love them sooo much <3

yana and i had an emo moments today :)
i made her a picture frame with the picture of syanas, jiayin and i
she HAVE to bring it when we all leave each other. everyone off to college
imma miss my two best friends :(

science paper was okayyyy... everyone said its easier than the school's paper.
so yeah! that's good :D and i kinda did quite a lot of Qs
WOW

tomorrow is Syanasssyy's birthday..
and i dont have time to get her present, so imma give it to her a lil late
im sorry yana! :(

gotta go! gonna have tuition, i cant wait till exam's over!
i can go out! stay up till late night AND !!!!
forget about ALL books!!



jiayin . syanas . ivin

my babes! <3

me n my newww hairrr xD

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MOMMY AND DADDY!
I <3 U BOTH A LOT
:)

it was suppose to be sideways :(
but its too short, so i have bangs now LOL

MV