i had enough of you. do one more thing and dont even think of coming back to malaysia, stay where you came from. you're just lucky i dont see you, if i ever see you. you dont wanna know what the fuck am i gonna do to you. you'll regret whatever you did, and what ever you're doing. dont worry, i'll never giveup, i'll do what i say i want to do. i maybe wont do anything now, but sooner or later i will, and i know i will. especially to you.

just two words, fuck you

making decisions? haha, trust me, i can really help you with that. if you need any help? call me.
i know you have my number :)

and if you ever need a job, theres plenty for you, in the bar, or even petalingstreet :) or whatever tht place is called, chowkit? :D

tell me if you're working there, i'll go visit :)

LOVES!

The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother.

its all your fault, if its not because of you, nothing like this would happen.
dont make me start doing something to you. i dont want to.
cause once i start i'll never stop. you think i wont? try me.
i'll never let you go, and that i mean it. i'll remember you for the fkin rest of my life!
i'll NEVER forgive you. never!

becareful lil bitch, i'll come hunting :)

love me, that's all i ask of you.
remembering the first time i saw you.
it'll always make me happy.
forgive me if i did something wrong.

i love you.

college life is not as easy as i thought i was, it's much more harder. i thought people in college, all they do is have fun, well, i was wrong. people in there is not easy too. the one thing i learn about college, dont trust anyone but yourself. what my friend said was right, what im facing now is not yet the hard part. its gonna be worst when im out to the world all alone after studying. after looking at my final exam's results, it was fucked up. i screwed up! but im not gonna give up :) i'll try harder this term. i promised my bestfriends i'll study hard and we'll go to the same uni, lol. im doing this not just for them, its also for my parents, and most important, myself.

ohwell, studying is never easy. maybe to some of you it is, but to someone like me, who hates book, gosh! book is my worst enemy. hahaha! like what my dear boyfie said, love your enemy! lol. imma learn how to love studying now. hehe. since im planning to shift to amanda's class, im gonna be surrounded by people, lol. not just people, smart people. im gonna feel like shit there. anyways, its also for amanda, i changed to that class, and the both of us know why ;)

ahh, i dont know how to ever face my parents, i let them down. its only the first semester and i did so bad. i really hope i can cope up with 6 freaking subjects this term, since i have to retake malaysianstudies and also accounts, the two fked up subjects i hate most! DAMN! fuck fuck fuck my life ._.

and my new timetable is killing me, my time n boyfie's time is totally different :( i dont really get to see him. yeah maybe a while, but hehe its never enough. hope the class im changing to, our time will be, idk? better? haha.

i miss my lipgloss! when can we ever spend time like how we use to?! i cant wait till jiayin comes back from uk :( sigh. we've always been there for each other. lol, we never fail to pick up each other's call! especially mid night HAHA. times we spend together in highschool is unforgettable, sweet memories. and its gonna go on like we said it will. forever and always.

anyways, time to off!
loves.

xx

when i think about you, it never fail to make me smile.
now all i want is to rewind, and rewrite every line of the story of me and you.
baby im sorry, and i hope what ever is happening now, wouldnt break us apart :/

P.S. i love you.

this is torture, college, you, my parents. wtf?!
i just wish you could try to undersrand me more. try standing in my shoes for once. not so good and comfy afterall. i dont know who else to talk to about all this, no one seems to solve it, but you can. but i dont think you noticed that we're not so close anymore. we dont talk like we used to. and now, after what my friends told me. things just got worst, not for you, but me. there is so many questions i wanna ask. it just wont come out of my fucking mouth. FML.

i miss you, that's all i can say now.