Wednesday, July 28, 2010

 I feel good telling you how i feel. but the worst part is, making it up to you when we fight about it. i dont know how to tell you how sorry am i when i actually say stuff like that. i dont want to keep stuff to myself and have doubts about every single thing. fighting with you is the last thing i wanna do. and i wanna thank you, for not letting me go. even when im being a total bitch to you. im sorry, i really am.
but these days, all i want is for you to care a lil more. during exams, i understand. but now? exams are over, so what is it?we have to go back to college soon, i have a feeling something bad is going to happen. something to do with my results. if i have to retake the whole semester again, i will be one step behind you, and also my friends. this is not something i want, but i have to deal with the consequences. but for now, im not back to college yet, i want to have fun.
i really dont know how to tell you how i feel now. i cant put it to words.
i just want you to know, i miss you, a lot. i miss us.

iloveyou.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

GO ARGENTINA!!

we're all the way back here supporting for you! LOL
you can do better!!!!!


Friday, July 2, 2010

usually i see a fight coming up, not this time. but i was wrong. i called because i wanted to know. thats all. if you actually think again. how did i ask you. and how did i end the conversation. then you'll know my intentions. i called just to ask, to know whats happening.

sometimes i ask myself. what am i to you?
invading your privacy. what is trust for then? why cant i do what other girls do.

make me believe everything you said to me.

i know im changing, im trying really hard to be the type of girl where i wont really care who are you talking to. and i know i did. i know what i did wasnt wrong. i know i have the rights to ask and do whatever i did. and the way i asked. i know its not the old me anymore.