college is boring !!!

Nothing changed.

im so glad you changed, but if this is not who you really want to be, and you're just doing this to make me feel better, i rather have the old you back. but, if you've changed because you really want to then, yeah. im fine.

I GAINED WEIGHT! LIKE A LOT! I'M VERY FAT NOW, LITERALLY!!

I don't wanna die fat :(

You and I. I guess we can never be separated :) lol

I love you, thanks for not letting me go.

and thanks, for everything.

xoxo

its never easy to let someone go, especially the one you love. but sometimes, there is just something inside you telling you to let it go. its either you're not good enough for him or something else. its hard to explain. i can never put my feelings now into words, its undescribable. im like squashed in between confused and depressed. but like what everyone said, what done is done. if we are meant to be together, our time will come. for now, just let it be. and we both move on. and if whatever you said is true, and you mean it, then we will see. now all we need is more time.

say it when you mean it okay?! dont say things to someone when you dont mean it! backstabber! i hate you!!! UGH!!

SunwayLagoon with baby and my lil sister, celebrating her birthday with all the lil cute ones was awesome. Sadly, i couldnt swim, i had the girl-monthly-thingy. It had to come on the day when i thought i was gonna have fun playing with them! Ohwell, but i still had tons.

okay here goes.. its 2.8.2010!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE <3

all the best in everything you do, and iloveyou.

and also Happy Birthday to my dear friend LEOUGYN

i cant say i love you cause i dont want Angel to kill mehh! HAHA. and you know i do! :P

signing off.