tomorrow is gonna be a busy day! mom's having open hse .__.

and i have to help out. dammit! haha

anyways, look at the bright side :D more angpaus to collect ( i hope ) 

hahahaha! im broke, so i need more $$$$$$ 

WOOOTS!

toodless for now! going to my aunt's open house :D

LOVES! <3

fuck u! ergh!! what did i do for u?!
a lot u bitch!! im always doing everything. my sister?! she can go fk herself for all i care!
ure always on her side, who is on my side?! no one!

i love you. but sometimes, i really cant read whats in that mind of urs.
i just dont want the same mistakes to happen again. 
this might sound silly, but i wanna spend all my life with u.
when i see u, i see my future. baby, you're the one for me.
i need somebody who loves me, and i know you wont break my heart.
and we will never part. 

Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby 

Baby tell me
Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart and
And I won't stand it if were broken apart 

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you and me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

We've been cutting it close with the backwards and forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever

Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never

Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight

In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance

Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
Wherever you wanna take me
I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

having you in my life is a right thing to do. no regrets. ups and downs, we'll go through it together.
you're my baby love. 

i love you baby :)

three words. eight letters. and i'm all yours  <3

college is fun! dayuumm!! lol
but assignments and homeworks are killing me!
ergh. some people think college life is fun
hahahahaha i dont think so. its kind of complicated
well, my parents are the very over-protective type.
i cant go clubbing. i cant always go out :(
USED TO IT! haha but still! come on, im a college girl.

but, haha mum dont question me a lot anymore.
like who am i on the phone with and all. haha
what she ask is. any hot guy in school?
HAHA love her! <3

anyways! gtg, will continue some other time! LOVES

Seems like college life is not that fun after all. everyone is moving on, to their own path for their career. Jia yin left to uk :( now its only Syanas and i. but no worries Jiayin. after i finish my Foundations and Syanas with her A levels. We're gonna meet again at uk :D I'll try to go in to Cardiff. that depends on my results, i hope i pass my freakin foundations.

Jiayin n Syanas,
You both mean the world to me. nothing else in this world can replace the both of you. i love u bitches! and this is not the end, we still have long long way to go. our friendship is like a pathway, a pathway which will never end.

fuck you!

all of you.

<3

go mommy !! go mommy !! go mommy!!
lol

<3
all the best for tomorrow mom.

i love you

and i will be there for you

: )

game on :)

you dont have your own best friend. take mine away?
HAHA!!
get ure own life!
i really thought we can make things up.
but wow!!!!

u f**cked it up ureself
:)

u gave me attitude when im TRYING to talk

so yeah.

BITCH!!!!!!!

wow!! i have been friends with you for a very long time
but we were not close, but still. HEY! same school for 6 years? i know you better enough to know that you're REALLY DIFFERENT NOW

okay here goes, u wanna be a bitch? i can be a bigger bitch. and MEAN.
LIKE YOU :)
ure a christian, u go to church right? so much for church? BALLS!
u curse, being mean, WOW
all that when ure JESUS can see u??
HAH!

listen up M, the both of u.
in case you havent heard.
dont mess with me, or any of my friends.
or u get yourself into a big trouble :)
not now, but u know, time will come.

WOW!
u can write my friends name
SO BIG!!
why cant u put ure big fat ass face on ure blog?!
but some hot ass guy's picture
WEYH!! give tht guy some space la!
if he sees his face on ure blog?
oh god! dont wanna talk abt it.
u shud knw HAHAHAHA

hey M, look at ure face at ure mirror in ure toilet
make sure its in your toilet k? u dont want some people visiting your room or your house, asking why is the mirror broken :)
LMFAO
u know? u might get pissed at ure face and throw something at the mirror?

oh god, i just polluted my own blog, not with my post or pictures or anything?
but ure SINS hahahahaha

just so u know
i AM, WAS, and WILL ALWAYS BE a bitch :)


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for my dear friends in case you dont know wht the hell am i talking about? this post is all about what happened between amanda and this girl

this girl's dear brother was fighting for curtains in the freakin bus, with a lil girl.
some form 2 guys told her bro not to disturb that little kid and kind of shove his hands away.

GUESS WHAT!!??!!

the next day, tht boy's mum came to the school and said the two form 2 guys HIT him till his hand got BRUISES!
WOW!
i myself dnt believe it. hey! who would be so stupid to believe tht by shoving ure hand off, it'll get bruises?
PATHETIC SHIT!!


WOI
grow up la!!

xoxo
<3

31.8.09

a lil hint on wht weishin n i did last night, we were this bored
( and if u really look at my eyes, one side is with make-up, another side is without )


happy nasional day ppl!!! hahaha

giving up, or given up??

i never feel this shitty before, trials is in another 2 more days.
oh god, can somebody help me. am i giving up? cause i dont want to.
whenever i want to study, something will stop me from it,
and bring me to the other end of my world.
i dont want to let my parents down. but with this attitude of mine.
how the fuck can i fucking concentrate on my fkin studies!!

somehow i feel like im gonna turn into an emo ass now!!!
kill myself, smoke, take drugs - nahh! i wont. never .__.

if only i could turn back time.
but that will never happen.

SPM!!!

im BLANK !!!

BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS

im gonna do this really soon.

THIS IS ME NOW!!!

SCREAMING MY HEAD OFFFFF!!


and i did bad for my art this morning :(

shopped till i ALMOST drop LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpytEWcOBjA&feature=related

this is a must-watch-video !!!
hahahaha you'll freaking laugh your ass off!!!
i watched it for the sixth time, and i'm still laughing



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okay, skipped school today. went to the dentist.
after the dentist, there is where my happy day came LOL

mummy and i went to midvalley.
we SHOPPED till we almost drop LOL
but i shopped the most, i bought flipflopsss, bag, accessoriesss, make-upsss and chongy's bday pressie

i cleared up my mum's purse and swiped her card, for i dont know how many times. i lost count
HAHAHA


NOW
i miss my two best friend
havent seen dem for i dont know how many days,
i've been skipping school for 2 days
=P


GOING OFF NOW
study time!!


toodless!!
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