usually i see a fight coming up, not this time. but i was wrong. i called because i wanted to know. thats all. if you actually think again. how did i ask you. and how did i end the conversation. then you'll know my intentions. i called just to ask, to know whats happening.

sometimes i ask myself. what am i to you?
invading your privacy. what is trust for then? why cant i do what other girls do.

make me believe everything you said to me.

i know im changing, im trying really hard to be the type of girl where i wont really care who are you talking to. and i know i did. i know what i did wasnt wrong. i know i have the rights to ask and do whatever i did. and the way i asked. i know its not the old me anymore.

first and last

i know what i did was a mistake, i hope you'll forgive me.

my love

i love you baby <3

i'll always be there for you,

through weakness and strenghth,

happiness and sorrow,

for better or worse.

i will always love you.

x

the ones i love most :)

i may not know you, but may you rest in peace.
my maid just receive a call from her family saying her mom passed away. that's the worst news ever. not only for her, but to everyone. to find out someone you love left you, for good.

i have this two wonderful chic in my life. let me tell you something about them. they're awesome. thats the one word to describe them. i'll never forget about this two bitches who were there for me no matter how far they are. my calls to them, midnight or early in the morning, they will never fail to pick up and talk to me (but with their im-fkin-sleepy voice) lol. when we're together, we will never fail to put a smile on each other's faces. the jokes, bitching session and all the sarcastic things we say.
i love you both like my own sisters :)
till death do us apart. nothing can break this bond we have.
i love you ChongJiaYin SyanasYasmen

the other one mysterious girl in my life. lol, that girl is amanda. hahaha. see, even writing about her i can laugh. she can be a pain in the ass sometimes, a BITCH! but, we care about each other :)
especially when it comes to someone who messes with us. LOL. dont wanna talk about it so much, and she knows why.
i just love u, thats all!

and lastly, my dear baby :)
you're the one i love most. we might fight A LOT! but in the end, we still forgive each other and forget whatever happened. you're with me all the time, through my ups and downs. AND I SURE I WAS TOO! :P HAHAHA
im a very good girlfriend LOLOLOL. anyways, all i have to say is, i'm always here for you, and nothing can change my feelings towards you. ure my one and only. <3

mom, dad and my dear janice, i dont have to tell u i love you, you should know HEHE

x

whatever it is i hope i wont happen again :(

i thought you could prove me wrong after what happenned. but, no. you actually showed me that you're all the same! and whatever i have in mind about you people is right and never wrong!

mens. the good ones are no longer in existence.

www.ivintan-fckinbitch.tumblr.com

now i know to always think twice before i tell anyone anything.
i used to think i can tell you anything. not anymore.

you can't tell when someone meets true love, but you can definitely tell when they're in love.

never thought words like that came out from ur mouth.

sometimes, i wish you could actually read what's in my head

hmm, just a blink of an eye, 3 moths passed. well baby, we've been through a lot this three months. and we're still here, holding on to each other, not letting go :) i love you babe!
my lifetime partner lol.

i had enough of you. do one more thing and dont even think of coming back to malaysia, stay where you came from. you're just lucky i dont see you, if i ever see you. you dont wanna know what the fuck am i gonna do to you. you'll regret whatever you did, and what ever you're doing. dont worry, i'll never giveup, i'll do what i say i want to do. i maybe wont do anything now, but sooner or later i will, and i know i will. especially to you.

just two words, fuck you

making decisions? haha, trust me, i can really help you with that. if you need any help? call me.
i know you have my number :)

and if you ever need a job, theres plenty for you, in the bar, or even petalingstreet :) or whatever tht place is called, chowkit? :D

tell me if you're working there, i'll go visit :)

LOVES!

The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother.

its all your fault, if its not because of you, nothing like this would happen.
dont make me start doing something to you. i dont want to.
cause once i start i'll never stop. you think i wont? try me.
i'll never let you go, and that i mean it. i'll remember you for the fkin rest of my life!
i'll NEVER forgive you. never!

becareful lil bitch, i'll come hunting :)