ever since what happened, you totally change. it's like a whole new person im seeing everyday.
stuff you say, things you do. i really wish i could help you, but no matter what i do, it's all about you.
if u dont have faith in yourself, its not gonna change anything. if only you can stop complaining and actually do something to make the situation better :(

the both of you are the only thing i have, no one can ever replace you.

you think im fine with all this? im not. waking up everyday thinking about the same thing. wondering when is it gonna end. i just wish we can start all over again, i know it is hard to forgive and forget, ohwell, we have to.


and to my dear boyfriend,
you are the one i love most, you are the one i want to stay with forever. i know,to you, forever doesnt exist. den let me show you what forever is. i'll prove you wrong. since the day we got together, thats when the book of my life lit up. flip through every single page, ure there :) and i want this to go on. i want you to be in every single chapter of my life. and baby, i'll always be there for you. through all your ups and downs. no matter how bad things will end up. i'll be there. every single thing i do now, its all about us. ure my other half :) you complete me. without you im lost. i love you baby!!!! <3 mwahs!!!!

x