this week isnt a good one for me, too many things happened. 
things that i never expect to happen, happened. 
people i thought that will never be in this shit, oh well, they are.
there is so many things in my head. so many questions that will never be answered.
why are you doing this to me? you are the one i trusted, the one i look up to.
now, im confused. i don't know how to face you. how am i suppose to talk to you.
i wish i could turn back time and stop all this shit from happening.
you broke my heart, not only mine, but ours.
i don't know how could i ever trust you again. 


for now, i don't wanna be involved. i just want to spend time alone.
away from all this, with him. 
i just hope all this will go away real soon.

now that she's gone, i hope things will be better.